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Thursday, May 15, 2008Y

Haix. There's a lot of things I want to blurt out--my feelings and emotions.

Firstly, my exams again. I admit I didn't study to the limit, but getting 76 for maths is already very good. My mom doesn't think my marks are satisfactory. I know that she simply CARES about my marks, but I really think she shouldn't set her expectations so high like her results last time . She could have been a bit more humble. This is what she said that really affected my feelings and thoughts.
"You should aim for even better results. Now i think you shouldn't go into the Arts Stream next year cos the teachers are even lousier than the science teachers. The pupils are even more mischievous. You should be like me. Last time I was in one of the top science classes and there were only 3 boys in the class.."
I really couldn't stand that cos she really insulted the friends and people around me. She just is, truthfully in a way, self-centered. I'm not trying to badmouth my mom, but I'm stating her faults. I really hope that even though she has high expectations of me, she should'nt be so 'truthful and honest ' about it. It hurts my feelings.
Let's just forget about that for a while. Maybe I was just too sensitive. Anyway, I'm indeed lucky to have scored better for my section B maths marks. If not my results would have dropped. People might think I'm weird to believe that God will give me courage and strength to face reality( like the wallpaper i put on my handphone) but it really, effectively helps. If I hadn't come out of my daydreaming thoughts and come back to my senses I would have had failed. All thanks to God. I couldn't have done anything without Him.
I have a trillion more things to blabber about but I guess it's kinda surrounding the topic of schoolwork and more stress. So I wont say anymore.
But I just wanna wish everyone good luck for the results really sincerely and hope God can truly touch our hearts and make our lives change for the better.
Haix. Bye for now.

9:37 PM happyy-stopp