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Monday, July 28, 2008Y

I'm pretty surprised cos i got in to perform at Official Opening. But maybe i may get eliminated. If i continue to perform,i'll have ta stay back almost every single day.
Still I thank God for making my days learning experiences. nearly everyday I get something out of it. for example, on sunday, which was my gran's bday. My aunt organised a feast at a restaurant but before that, I was brought into a Buddhist temple, not to pray but to look around. Well, I can say it is pretty much different from church as the place was a lil smoky and.. if you say weird.(im not trying to be a racist here, I'm not that evil la.)
Then when we got into the car, I simply Plucked up all my courage and dug allmy lungs out to ask a question i was sensitive to:' Big Yiyi(I called my aunt that since young), If I can visit you place of worship, why can't you visit my place of worship too?' Then Uncle Philip spoke up. 'I knew you would say that. But spending 10 mins in a temple is the same as spending and hour in church. Frankly speaking, I have been there too, but it doesn't suit me.'
I was disappointed then. Sometimes adults can't understand the feelings of others. and please note that I am definitely not scolding or cursing behind anyone's back, thanks. Anyway, I had a thought. I have been to a temple too, so frankly speaking, it doesn't suit me either. If I were to say that, I guess it will be quite rude. And then I had another thought. If I had plucked up my courage to say i wanted to enter the temple, then they shouldnt have saved face by saying stuff about church. I'm still a human being ya know, I have feelings. Sometimes I feel that adults think they're always right, but chiildren too have brains.
Yeah. I have been offended because of this religion thingy quite a few times by my non-christian relatives. I know I have been wrong to talk back. Still, the adults will also have to realise and give a listening ear to use children, and at least, hear and answer back from their heart. Haix. I guess this world is topsy-turvy and sinful after all, we can't help it. But I know it when another opportunity for spreading God's word comes along ,and I know God will give my the courage and strength to strive on.

5:43 PM

Wednesday, July 23, 2008Y

Wow. Finally a nice post. I guess today ended quite well even with C.O and tuition. Thanks to my fervent praying that today will be fine.:] I guess God's word really works if you continue to have a great relationship with him. Well. Life is full of twist and turns, it can never be a bed of roses but this is like a test on how you manage yourself.
Anyway today something sad happened. I got caught for my fringe during a sudden spotcheck. I was pretty shocked cos never in my life had I been caught during a spotcheck before. Anyway my hair wasn't that long. It was parted to the side, but Ms Tanny Koh pulled it down to see its length. So much for strictness. Well I don't hate her because of one small thing. I suppose she had her own reasons. God says to forgive and forget, and lastly, remember to do the right stuff.:) to prevent from getting caught.
( But what made me feel that she was unreasonable was that when I asked for a hairclip to pin up my hair, the councillor gave out paper clips. A reminder that we're not exactly paper dolls, so a punishment does't mean using paper clips to pin up your hair. But in the end i got a free paper clip.x])
Ah well. Gtg for now. Have ta study for that geography test.

7:07 PM

Tuesday, July 22, 2008Y

Well. Its been a long time since i last posted cos i wasn't allowed too. Haiz. Sorry yeelynn but i have to write a sad post for today. It's just that life has been hectic, now that a load of tests are coming my way. Worries bout D&T and homework and friends and stuff. Sometimes a little breakaway from school will be good.
Lw thinks I'm evil and doesnt want to tell her how to do her maths. I mean, this isnt a really big thing but itkeeps bugging my mind. I try to help but what's the use if you dont understand what I'm talking about? Unless you tell me i have a serious speech problem. Maybe i havent been reading enough books. :[
Now i have to work a gain for tmr's maths and science test. and geog on thursday. History test should be on next monday. This friday is elearning day. ~~sigh~~

My CGLs talked about having faith last sunday. Not only one should have faith, he should step forward and dig towards his goal too. Like this we can meet our goals. God will be pleased. I wanna make Him pleased. So i'd better try hard from now onwards. Anyway you never know whats gonna happen to life, so might as well make the best out of it.
OH GOSH i think i just saw a great fat lizard creeping into my room..oh dear.

3:15 PM

Friday, July 11, 2008Y

Garlh gralh garll guarlhh GRHHGRR...........................g.g.g.g.g.
Sorry. That was to shout out my mixture of feelings right now. Its making me sick. Sick of school and homework.
My bro told me that my dad said to him I was looking sad all day because I had a crush on someone. He even added that this always happens in secondary school. Well I guess he doesn't understand me. He seems to think I have transformed into a total tyrant who acts like those hooligans and ignore God and flirt about instead.

Let me just truthfully say that I'm stressed about work. D&T especially. I dunno. Come to think of it this D&T work is the itch I'm scratching about now. I have to complete the design journal and the paper model by NEXT WEEK. And plus revision and tuition and COP and homework and extra lessons I guess I can't stick a time in for that.
Maybe I need to strengthen my devotion to God. Pray more, I guess that's the only thing that will help. Anyway, I know God will somehow lead me a right path to walk on in my life. Not a wayward, uncontrolled and wild life but a walk with God. I guess I'm really lucky to know Him after all.:]

5:44 PM

Monday, July 07, 2008Y

haix. My wish is to want everyday to end well. and school too. :[

10:45 AM